My guilt towards mom..

Ey, got time phone phone mum,k?

She's quite sienzz..

lonely..

felt kind of pity on her..

she got 3 children..

but now alone everyday..

u know how's that feel like?

try call her more frequent,k?

i just called her this afternoon, after lunch..

she's sounded very lonely..

alone in the house..

with four walls and nobody..

alone drinking tea..

she sounded so excited that i called..

keep on talking..

non-stop.. like haven't talked for ages..

very pity..

got children like no children..

why?

all outstation..

and she ask them no need to come back too frequent..

for the sake of their future..

but she felt lonely..

she phone her sons just once each..

worrying that might interupt their work.. study.. assignment..

well..

what about herself..

she never put priority on that..

always her 3 sons 1st..

and..

what her 3 sons did for her in return..

. . .

i felt kind of . .

sympathy..

guilty. .

sad. .

mixture of feelings. .

just try to call her more frequent, k?

Pin just call her today evening after work..

same..

even i'm not listening to the phone..

from Pin's answer..

i sense that she's very lonely..

do you know..

she ask photos from us..

photos taken when we were kids..

kindergarden..

primary school..

why?

coz she's lonely..

coz that's her happiest moment in whole life..

coz we were there..

just beside her..

where she can see..

where she can talk to..

where she can touch..

sorry..

for blurted out so much to you..

yet..

i..

just..

can't stop feeling guilty..

for leaving her alone..